at the age of 17 i already experienced two consecutive HEARTBREAKS!! meaning to say dalawang beses ko na din na-feel yung love na sinasabi ng lahat.. masarap naman magmahal eh! kakaiba yung feeling to the point na di mo na maintindihan yung pakiramdam na yun.. Weird pero masaya... LOVE is not only about happiness it also includes sadness... ok lang sana kung puro love quarrels lang pero "when love starts to end" yun yung masakit!!
ehdz was my heartbreak!! ni hindi nga naging kame pero minahal ko sya.. and it took me two years to moved on.. medyo natagalan ako nakacope up but thanks to him kasi he taught me how to be strong... then i met angelo.. for the second time na-experience ko ulet magmahal.. medyo may bonus nga lang ngayon kasi naging kame talaga and i can say that the feeling is mutual... kaya lang just like me and ehdz.. angelo and i came to an end!! it gave me a lot of heartaches and nahirapan akong mag-let go but i have to accept the fact that angelo and i is now over!! tanggap ko na yun sa sarili ko kaya lang hindi ko talaga mailet go yung feelings ko for him kaya kahit sobrang hirap ako sinubukan ko pa ding maging normal coz LIFE MUST STILL GO ON... nasasaktan ako pero hindi ko kailangan magpa-apekto. hindi dapat tumigil ang mundo ko just because we parted our ways... sayang lang ang luha kung iiyak lang ako ng iiyak.. besides, hindi na naman nun maibabalik kung ano yung nawala na saken diba! mas strong na ko ngayon, mas madali ko ng natanggap yung nangyari at mas madali ko ng nai-sink in sa mind ko na "breaking up is not the end of my life.. instead it was just the beginning.." and whatever happens life must still goes on... right??
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