for almost 3 months of neing together i can say that i achieved the full happiness in my heart.. nun ko lang yun naramdaman eh! to love and be loved in return.. in fact, we spend lots of sweet and happy moments together!! may mga tampuhan pero part lang yun ng relasyong meron kame.. but in every relationship., TRIALS are not exceptional!! kahit gano pa kayo ka-perfect may dadating at dadating na pagsubok.. at yun yung di namin naiwasan ni Angelo...
before naging kame nasabi ko na sa kanyang hindi permanent yung pag-stay ko sa Makati, that im just waiting for the right time to leave.. kailangan ko kasi bumalik ng province for some personal reason.. actually,napagusapan na namin yun and he understand naman..
if my mind serves me right, it was April 05, 2005 when Angelo and i spend our last time together.. we enjoyed each other if there's no tomorrow for us!! pero it only takes for a while coz when the night ended di na din namin na-hide yung hurt of being apart.. yun na kasi yung moment for us to say GOODBYE!! masakit, but we have to!! wala naman kasi kong choice eh! the decision is final.. and i cant back off...
baing far for each other was the hardest challenge we'ce encountered.. kahit gano ko subukang mag-keep in touch.. still, it doesnt work!! habang tumatagal lalo akong nawawalan ng pag asa.. and it hurte ne so bad!! pero kahit ganun pinilit ko pa din umintindi.. siguro busy lang sya.. siguro iba na number nya.. sigurodi nya lang narereceive e-mails ko.. ang dami kong siguro... but i cant find the answer...
god knows my sacrifices.. god knows how hard i tried to save our relationship.. but what else can i do?? if the connection we have starts to fail. . . .
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